Today I thought to myself, I would adventure out into the wilderness and by that I mean go outside by myself. I ended up in a local Costa being tempted by their seasonal drinks and ordered myself a bonfire latte and yes it does taste as good as it sounds. There was also a hot chocolate and cold brew option which I will have to try next time on my payday,
coffee gets expensive.I also recently tried Starbucks, pumpkin spice latte and in this case, it's one of those, it sounds better than it tastes. All I tasted was coffee and for someone who prefers their drinks sweet, it was a bitter ending. I have to laugh at myself as I drink this latte for having thoughts on which latte I preferred and what I would rate it. Oh how far I have come as a 24 yr old.Do you ever think to yourself, how your teenage self would think of your current adult self? I do and I wonder if she would be disappointed with me or happy with how she turned out? I like to believe I turned out ok, I mean it's not like I'm a mass murdering criminal, I'm pretty normal with normal problems but sometimes I think to myself, I wish there was something exciting happening, maybe dragons or a quest I could go on, something like the films I watch, the books I read or the anime's I watch before I sleep. I wish I could be teleported like Shield hero to another world and my sole purpose is to be a hero and save the world, I guess I want a purpose like many others, a legacy to leave behind, my name in history. But I'm too normal, I live in a normal town, I have normal friends with real goals like work, get married, have kids and retire. I can't be the only one who finds that boring, maybe I should of chosen a acting career because then I could live out these 'fantasies', be anyone I want, whenever and wherever. I sometimes think to myself, I'm too much of a dreamer and wish I had realistic goals like others but in my mind, I'm dreaming of adventures and voyages. I feel thankful to my significant other, he doesn't ridicule me for these thoughts but I do wonder how long it'll take this world to kill my dreams.