It happens to the best of us but sometimes I feel like I'm always in this mode. I tend to overthink and then let my thoughts consume me to the point of having no sleep nor a social life. I don't want to leave my bed, I don't want to leave my room nor meet anyone. I slumber into nothingness and drift away into thoughts of loneliness. But then I get a message, sometimes a video recommendation or even a news article that will grab my head reaching for something or someone to get me out of my thoughts, a distraction? actually something to make me smile. At these moments, I begin to realise how life isn't that bad, it's a journey, it's a struggle but it will all count. However remaining positive is so hard, I might smile on the outside but that's not how I'm actually feeling on the inside. Where to go from here, a nice cup of coffee, some cosy socks and something to watch to distract my hurt soul.